=知道=习惯=

凌晨四点钟 还没睡的我轻拉你的头发
凌晨四点半 被吵醒的你斜眼瞪着我看

因为做了伟大的事而得意的我扬起下巴
因为起床气你别过头用被把头盖了起来

不喜欢你无视我的举动 便 拉开被边嚷嚷
不喜欢明知道你会生气 便 对我大喊大叫

我假哭 一边揉眼 一边瞄你
你听见 半张开眼 手拿起被

我笑了 因为我知道
你无奈 因为你习惯

被盖上了我 你的手也盖上了我
继续睡的你 嘴边嚷着乖啦乖啦

=yf=

=我该怎么做=

我能怎么做 只能静静地望着
甚至不能简单地问候
别试着握我冰冷的手
现在必须放你走

我该怎么做 你在渐渐地离去
早已满腹泪水
没能停止的爱 我该怎么做
请别忘掉我们相爱的记忆
就算遇到另一个使你再度绽放笑颜的人
那痛苦的离别也会觉得欣慰

我能怎么做 不能打电话给你
甚至不能假装的慰问
别试着关心现在的我
现在必须坚持

我该怎么做 当我们不再熟悉
早已碎裂的心
没能停止想念 我该怎么做
请别丢弃那曾一起拥有的
就算再度相遇我也别若无其事的说再见
至少感受到那不被提起的爱

我该怎么做

翼。璐 III (完)

"As I choose the ship in which I will sail and the house I will inhabit,
so i will choose the death by which I leave life.
In no matter more than in death should we act according to our own desire..."
---wrote by Seneca, a Roman Stoic

正如我选择的船舶正在航行，我将和我的房子居住，
所以我会选择死亡，我离开生活。
在任何事情比死亡更要按照我们自己的愿望

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~真好~
~我也想按照我的方法死~
~你呢？~
翼说

~别傻了~
~死了就完了也~
~死了以后~
~就会腐烂~
~好丑哦~
璐说

~是吗？~
~但~
~如果我死了~
~你能不能帮我~
~死得像我想的一样啊？~
翼说

~可以啊~
~你想怎样死？~
璐说

~嗯。。。恩~
~过后才跟你说~
~我应该还不会死~
呵呵
翼说

~那你呢？~
~想怎样死？~
翼问

~蛤？~
~没想过~
~呵呵~
~不想死~
璐说

~ok~
翼说
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一天
一天一天
一天一天一天
的过
。。。。
慢死了

~生日快乐~
翼

~谢谢~
璐

~你还好吧~
翼

~。。。。~
~你想干嘛？~
璐

~surprise~
翼
~上次问你要怎样死~
~你都不说~
~害我想了好久~
~不过你放心~
~想到了~
~呵呵~

~什么啊~
~我不想死~
~不想死！！~
璐

~别怕~
~别怕~
~你怕丑不是吗？~
~我特地~
~帮你准备了一个死法~
~很不错的~
~try it ok?~
翼

~你疯了啊！~
~不要玩了！~
璐

~哇哈哈哈哈哈~
~我一向如此~
~一向都是疯的~
翼不停的笑
璐只能狠狠的瞪着翼
有种想扑过去扯她头发的冲动
你妈的

~好了~
~不想跟你聊了~
~我们开始吧~
~痛要喊哦~
~呵呵~
翼说

~你怕腐烂~
~我们先注射防腐剂吧~
~从哪里刺进去好呢~
~哦~
~指 甲 缝~
~ok ok~
翼

璐的指甲顿时突起
一支管状的东西狠狠的闯入
指甲与肉之间

翼看璐痛得大哭
她皱了眉头以下
说
~什么啊~
~我还以为会痛昏~
~人家已经准备一巴掌刮醒你了~
~唉~
~那来第二支咯~
~右手食指好了~
~呵呵~
~接着~
~左手中指~
。。。。。。。
~再打下去因该也不痛了~
~人真是会麻木啊~
~那个量~
看着地上6支空注射器
~够了吧~
~你一定很痛吼~
~对不起咯~

~那~
~接着~
~我们来玩别的~
~你不是明月照顾的小孩吗？~
~你是玉也~
~我只是因为你~
~而存在的东西~
~要不是你~
~我现在~
~可以拿着灯笼~
~到处去~
~而不是在这里跟你耗~

对着璐看的翼
从璐那被眼泪给淹了的眼睛里
看见自己的脸

~喂~
~你知道我最讨厌谁吗？~
翼问

璐没回答

~我最讨厌我自己~
~所以~
翼用手
深深的往璐的眼睛上方插
一下比一下用力
几根神经断了的声音
直到眼球后方翻到了前面
~ok done~
翼满意地说

璐
已经
奄奄一息了
翼拍拍璐的脸说
~现在~
~我给你跑~
~看你能跑多远~
~找到人救你是最好~
~我保证~
~不去追~
~ok?~
接着解开捆着璐的绳子
璐抱着最后的希望
往门外跑
脚踏着什么她已没了知觉
就只能一直跑
一直跑

而翼呢
~我很仁慈~
~不是吗？~
一边收拾着
~真不知她会如何选择~
~呵呵~
嘴角小小的上扬
~大概能去看答案了~

翼慢慢地走
带着璐的眼球
直到走到玫瑰园的尽头
看见璐死在一面镜子前
手里握着自己的另一只眼睛
身体是紫色的

~呵呵~
~真爱漂亮~
~这种时候~
~还照镜子~

月亮 & 玫瑰
坐在一起
这次两个宠物都不错
月亮不爽地说
~下次轮到我赢咯~

玫瑰说
~好~
~下次我养温室里的小玫瑰~
~就好啦~

.....Game.....

For a long time dint play game
whether is maple or sdo
maybe busy on facebook game or what

After know that my maple character had been hacked
and all my thing gone
I am discouraged, there was no mood to play
wtf

Xzb ly play back
but every time i login i never c her
my brother play back
"he also been hack"
my sister play back
maybe is system problem, just her equipment gone but those messos till there
jy also play back
although he was naked
and he train a new character

After i see my sister use my character jump here jump there
I relented
>.< As soon as I reach a conclusion >.< I wan play back maple!!!
but not now
=.=eight more day!!!
I can't help click the maple icon whenever they are in my desktop!!!
shit!!!
so better i stay away from my lappy
.....

today
jerry goh say he had been try a close beta game
and train the character to 30 lv
ask me wan play or no

shock!!
he play game
and training lv!!
and it is jz a close beta
hahaha

~well~
i think i will join him play the game in "open beta"
have a gang of fren play together must fun
I am looking forward of it
~lalalalalala~

faster finish please the final
maybe just drink a cup of coffee
high high dei
so excited!!!
damn

(To all my friend! last fighting for the final!!!the world will become bright after this!!!)

~oh yea~
i want have a BBQ after final exam!!!
arghhh
so have to find an excuse of it
....erm....
let welcome little boy and kawaii
moved to our house
new housemate
~kawaii~
and old housemate
~littleboy~
but this plan haven't get approval from director

siao
i ady plan for the activity after final
and my final havent start yet
shit!

Happy BirthdaY!!!Jessica!!!

happy birthday to jessica
^^
it was a successful surprise
on
Date:09.09.09
Time:00:00:00
Venue:Main Hall
Event:jessica birthday surprise

~Table~

*for those missing part on celebration will be upgrade later*

Recycle

my home ~ my home~
hahas cool leh~

well
my home now is very clean

for the situation in the picture is because my housemate have to use those thing
to make a chair
so make our home become like a factory
wakakaka

now my home have bottle and also news paper
*Safe The Earth*

unbelievable
my housemate will become environmentalist
Nice try

♥A post which ady pasT♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

All of the thing happen ady past
long long time ago

it was on 15 aug 2009
~hehe~
♥
!!LAZY!!
!!FORGET!!
!!SORRY!!
♥
ACTUALLY that day was Tsin Ying birthday
~we celebrate together~
that day both of us wear
same
"white dress"
"shoes"
huahahahahaha
♥
feel wanna to making some feeling
but donno wat issit
♥
well
step by step
we start from SibarakuLim Jin Yao!
dun keep show off ur @#$%^&*
it is not a big deal
Little boy was cover colourful
well nvm
i ady choose 1 more pic to show
me and colourful
both look
....erm....
nice
wakakakaka
issit?
hehe
♥♥
&
i found a noob face
i think he will be regret because take pic wif me
act shy!
shy ur head la
♥
other than this
another act shy guy
haha
this pic
maybe will become a history
because
it wont be appear again
and after let him know
maybe he will destroy this pic
so who see this pic pls save a copy
for me as backup
huahahahaha

♥
thanks for the wishes
&
all of the thing u all done for me
♥
from left
~yeo~jace~kai sinsorry for my camera is no good
all pic blur blur one >.< ~me~jessica~
~jiayie~jace~(JJ)
~huien wif lovely dress~jace~
~Bonnie~Jace~
~Jace~shengyao(Mr. recycle)~Tsin Ying~
~Me~Ah Ming~Tsin Ying~
yuck! my noob smile =3=
ah ming is always so steady
hoho
♥
special thanks those prawns, chickens, fishes and Sotong
thanks for sacrifice
hehes
♥
WELL
Following
let show some
INFORMAL PICTURE
and all of the thing happen in K-box
GOGO
♥
ekk ... colourful (right-est one)
have you gt anything wanna to tell us?
jz use mic ^^

I were taking pic o_O
next time take pic call me up pls


little boy here and say
"I am single and available"
"I like those guy who handsome and gentleman"
"I hate those guy look like me girlish"
wakakakakakak


jinyao T^T pain rite?
♥
♥
3rd & 4th cake ^^
♥hey~ all here ~
muakss ♥
thank you all very very much!!!

翼。璐 II

璐=玉
很珍贵的意思
beautiful variety of jade
美丽的玉才配叫璐
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～小瑯也～
小瑯拿着饭盒
一脸错愕的站在那里
～你不要站在那个人脸上啦～
～他的鼻子都要落下来了～
～你来找我哦～
小瑯一语不发站在那里
翼觉得纳闷说
～你再不讲话～
～我切下你脚下那个人的嘴巴给你含着哦～
说完
踩着一支不知谁的手
往上跳
抢过小瑯的饭盒
～吃完咯～
翼问
～呃。。。。恩～
小瑯点头
～人家饿的说～
翼不爽
小瑯颤抖着手
接过饭盒说
～我妈妈在找我～
～我可以回家了吗～
黑猫插话说
～翼 他说你拿他胶檫没还～
～还到处跟人家讲你是懒惰虫～
～什么功课都没做～
～怎么办呀 喵～
黑猫说完跳开了
～呜。。。呜。。。。呜～
～人家明明还你了啊～
～不是吗～
～是璐借走了啊～
翼哭得满脸鼻涕
下一秒
翼不哭了
～小瑯喜欢璐啊～
～所以不说是璐～
～怕妈妈不给璐跟你玩～
～对不对？～
～对不对？？？～
～对不对啊！～
说着说着
说着说着
手指插进小瑯的肚子里
肉向下陷
血向外喷
手越来越进
呵呵
～拿胃好了～
～还有头脑～
脚一踢
头裂开了
变成两半
小瑯
跌在地上
死在血堆里
～这下好啦～
～又一个新尸体～
～又要多忍几天臭味了啦～
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------～小翼～
～小瑯失踪也～
～他妈妈哭得好惨好可怜哦～
璐说
～是哦～
～我前天有看到他也～
～呵呵～
～他在找他的胶擦～
翼说
～什么啊～
～怎么办～
～我忘了还他也～
璐害怕地说
～这样啊～
～没关系啦～
～他都不见了～
～交给我吧～
~我拿给他妈妈～
翼笑眯眯地说
～恩，可是你不能讲他是找胶擦找到不见的哦～
璐担心
～怎么会呢～
*你为什么觉得我认识他妈妈啊*
*呵呵*

新闻报告：一位妇女现年 40 岁，因儿子于星期二失踪至今，
精神错乱，煮了一顿丰盛的晚餐，然后服毒自杀，
留下遗嘱说，她要去紫玫瑰苑接孩子，儿子一直说自己很饿。

翼。璐

翼-被次元魔女养大的小孩

璐-有明月看护的小孩

翼：璐～你的名真好～
要不是你的名～我们也不会成为朋友

名=命
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大家都相信缘分让两个不同世界的人
相遇
相认

～人海茫茫～

但只有你懂我
璐永远这样写着

～人海茫茫～
唯你让我人生改变
翼永远这样写着
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～哇哇哇哇哇哇～
一个长得可爱的女婴出世
～不要啊！不要啊！拜托～
一个妇人满头大汗祈求着
～要不是她，你早就没命了～
一个紫衣女人笑着
～呜............~
妇人哽咽着
～希望她跟你一样努力～
紫衣女人没了
剩下一朵紫玫瑰
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一个铁笼
两只大狗
～翼～
紫衣女人说
～不准转头哦～
紫衣女人再说
～恩～
翼说
笼门打开
饿了三天的大狗
互相厮杀
鲜血四溅
肠子往肚外喷
眼睛被挖了出来踩碎
要着对方的肠子默默地死去
翼 舔了嘴边的血
笑笑说
～魭，鲔，你们肚子饿起来很可怕也～
～她忘记喂你们吗～
～真可怕～
～对啊～
～我饿了～

一只紫色眼睛的黑猫踏过尸体们来到翼身边
～到坟地去～
翼不高兴了
～我饿了也～
猫说
～你朋友来找你～
～朋友吗～
～我有哦～
翼笑笑说
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♥celebrate chye hock birthday♥

Bonnie & yeo go bak early~
then all the rest was here ady

Was a quite happy nite~
just abit tired~
hahas


♥birthday cake♥

following are funny picture

erm...little boy~ how u read the lyric without ur eyeball?


wat??wan gadul??
funny thing against the pretty gal ♥
you are pretty
not saying you


well~
4 world here
1, Bonnie-the gal with scarf
she was the only one who look on me
2,yuk teng was taking pic for kaixin
3,then are 2 animals talks
one is red colour pig and other one is white colour monkey
4,meizhen-was very focus on MV haha

well i swear this was NOT the most funny one
cause .....^^

wahahahhahahah

So, in chye hock's birthday,
the most sohai is~~~~
dala~
Little boy~